One evening after months of desperately praying & searching for answers, I would not give up!
If there really was a God, I thought certainly he will answer me.I didn't expect what would happen next,
A white light came into my room, it was a light so bright that I had to shield my eyes from it until my eyes adjusted to the brightness. The light filled me with a rapture of love, peace, joy, it was so intense and so beautiful. In the presence of this light, I had remembered being with it before, and I clearly saw that this light was "home". I knew that it had been my choice to come into this earth, the light was so beautiful and loving it would never do anything against my own free will not even put me on earth.
After the light experience, a series of miracles occurred to me. I had dreams of walking with Jesus and he transferred information to me (we did not talk, he just placed the information in my heart) I saw that when he was on earth he was exactly like all of us- a human being. He acquired the fullness of God within himself and he was here to teach us how to do the same. I saw that his truth is our truth and I finally understood that his entire mission in this life was to teach people that. That is what he meant when he washed the feet of his disciples. I never knew any of this before, this is certainly not what I was taught.
I have since dedicated myself to acquiring the fullness of God within myself. We are all spiritual beings that have come from a place of light & love. We have so much help from the other side. We are here to grow in truth and love. Sometime I see lights around peoples heads (just like I have seen in pictures of saints) And one evening while out to dinner with my husband a gentleman came up to me in a restaurant to tell me that he saw a beautiful light around my body - so other people see lights too!
My experiences have changed my relationship with God - and I have had so many other spiritual experiences. I know that these are meant to be shared, something that I have has a hard time doing because I have had such varying reaction. (anger, jealousy, etc etc) But the time has come for me to share with all of the people from Heavenletters, I have been reading these for several years. I am grateful for a forum that shares Gods love & light and If my experience inspires or helps others then I am grateful. Most importantly seek the light within yourself, spend quiet time with yourself and meditate on light & love. You are more than you can ever imagine! In beauty, light & love, Dana