I was writing Gloria this morning about how it has been a bit challenging to be my joyful and peaceful self these past couple of days due to a temporary physical condition. Now I'm back to my normal self!
This is how it came about:
Aware of the state I was in, I listened to my body and let myself do what it wanted to do most -- a good workout at the gym. During the gym routine my mind couldn't stop thinking negative thougts, even those I thought I had already resolved. Instead of resisting them I just 'looked' at those thoughts, and asked my inner self for underlying reasons for thinking those thoughts. All I did was ask, I didn't get any anwer at the gym.
When I came home, I logged on to youtube and listened to spiritual teachings. As always, I closed my eyes and randomly punched a letter on the keyboard to bring up the various topics starting with whatever alphabet my finger landed on. The first 2 audios that came up answered EVERY question that I asked at the gym with such clarity that I cannot help but bouced back to being my normal joyful self again!
I guess for many of us who have found a way to hear God won't say it's a miracle, neither is this my first such encounter, only through different means. All I want to say, and I say it to myself often, is how thankful I am for walking this journey knowing God is holding my hands every step of the way.
How wonderful would it be if we all know we are never alone.