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HELP!!! I NEED SOMEBODY!!! HELP!!!
This very old-as old as me- Beatles song is echoing in my mind. I know I should not cry, but I can not help myself. Actually I can not help her, my beloved grandma-lying in a bed, in a cooooold hospital room-intensive care unit. I can not help her. I do not know what to do. Anything to do. A Puja seremony, a miraculous Chanting, a powerful prayer. I do not know to do.
There is a sign on the wall saying "love is the most important thing". Yet, I can not hold her hand, we are not allowed. The room is very cold. She is naked like a newborn, she is leaving. I can not hold her hand.
My beloved grandma, 90 years old great tree, retired elementary school teacher, mother of 3 sons and a daughter, grandmother of 9 grandchildren. She is dying in a cold hospital room, with cables and injections all around her thin body-as thin as Ghandi was .
I do not know what to do.
I wish a miraculous touch, to relaese aaaaaaaaaaaallllllllll the pain.
I wish a miraclous word, to invite the angels in.
I wish a beautiful prayer to arm her with LIGHT.
I wish the Dearest Mother Divine of GOD took her in her arms with such warm LOVE and LIGHT, with a beautiful, beautiful, beautiful welcoming smile.
I wish Heaven could take her -as soon as possible- to release all that pain.
I am just sitting here- with my little-actually not little anymore- kitten on my lap murmuring- and I am writting, thanking inventor of the internet and saying with all my heart:
ALLLLLLLLLLLLLLL GLORY TO GOD, but quick please, please....
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