Last Night I read: >I know that God is with me and for me. I do not have
to seek Him or ask Him for anything. I can do what I want. There is
nothing to fear from God because God is Love and the more WE realize that
the faster the Blessings will come and make manifest for everybody.>
Thanks Kirt, Robert, John, everyone, especially our beloved Gloria. To be
honest, I am feeling like a schizophrenic, bouncing from one to another
feeling/belief. In many of your messages I am hearing about two different
concepts of God. One is that He is a being far above us, didn't even
create us, and the other, we are Gods. I am a baby, don't even realize
that I can get to my knees, forget the bike you spoke of Robert. So what
am I, a god who can snap His fingers and have whatever I desire? Or a
being who will deny and disbelieve my abilities? Are you telling me that
you are God and not just an imaginary being I wrote into my screenplay?
I volunteer 10/20 hours a week teaching computers, are you telling me that
my enjoyment of helping others is and should be my only reason for doing
it? I don't have to join my wife in the car on shopping trips if I don't
like to?That I should only write/teach the pink light because I I I I I I I
I want to? I Don't have to try to help others? I feel a driving need to
seek the truth, but should just drop my desire 'cause it is giving me
stress?
LPL (Love's Pink Light,
Schizo Joe