Dear Serge,
How very happy I am to find and read a post of yours. It has been too long! Serge, you put such care and thought into expressing what you have to say. I think, dear Serge, you express what everyone feels. Certainly I recognize myself in what you write. Your bare-boned honesty is so wonderful to read.
And I love how you go through a Heavenletter, really making it yours.
I notice you address this to God! So which one of us can come in to respond to you! There really is nothing for me to say except “Yes, that’s how it for me too. I feel everything you feel.”
But I will read through with care what you have written, and I will throw in whatever pops into my head. I think it would be very hard to add to anything you have said because, despite all the surface stuff, you also see from a wider perspective and so witness yourself.
Let’s see what happens as I take a tour through your magnificent thought process:
From: SergeAyotte [mailto:TheHeavenLetters [at] heavenletters [dot] org]
Sent: Sunday, January 15, 2006 7:45 AM
To: TheHeavenLetters [at] heavenletters [dot] org
Subject: [HeavenLetters Board Heavenletters™ Comments] Conversation on HL1898
Hello Lord!
Once again I am sitting here, having read another good reminder of Life, Living, Love and our Power we have together.
Long have I not taken the time too really talk to you like this, for so many different “reasons” that are each and every one of them of “null content”. And still, I gave these reasons a power, a hold on me, much more then they should.
I have to still admit that I create my own worries, my own sense of lost and tuning around in circle in my Life, all the while “reasoning” again that it is not “I” that causes all those things to happen, when in fact, wither good or not, I DO CREATE EACH AND EVERY ONE!
So Lord, by working with this HL, help me discover why do I unconsciously make myself “miserable” when my Heart longs simply for Your Peace, Love, Life, Abundance, Creativity, Joy, Ease and Simplicity of Living!
Quote:
From HL 1898:
Belief is nothing, beloveds. What does belief count for in this world of man? What does it matter to the shape of the Earth whether you believe it to be round or flat? What do you think your beliefs weigh? And what do they affect? Whether or not you believe in miracles, what has your belief got to do with the existence of miracles? Don’t believe in miracles, and, regardless, miracles are just the same.
Is it really nothing God? I am saying this because, I see all around me the Power that Beliefs can have on us and our Lives.
Of course, God makes clear the power of our beliefs on us.
OK, I will give to you the fact that it comes from our Head, or even worst so often from what someone else says (quoting Wayne Dyer “Belief are a label attached by someone else, KNOWING is from the Heart”), but still there is also a great Godly and Goodly Power that can be achieve with belief… Then why am I not using more consistently that power to transform my self and beliefs into TRUE KNOWING of Our capabilities?
Why do I so often only give power to negative beliefs/unknowing rather then feed myself with Your Flame of Life and Power? As you said, why do I give so much weight to the negative ones and not more to the positive ones?
Why do we give so much credence to that which does not benefit? What is there that would make us do that? Habit? Ego? Why would we take the scraps from a meal when we could have the main meal?
Quote:
From HL 1898:
Does anyone really imagine that your belief in Me or your disbelief in Me affects My existence? Beliefs or disbeliefs persuade or dissuade you. Otherwise, they affect nothing.
Of course, your beliefs about yourself affect you. Your beliefs about your place in the world affect you. They also reflect you.
Sure they affect only “me”, but at the same time, are they not a “driving force” that can bring us to the Knowledge, to finally let ourselves KNOW from our Heart the Truth and Power you have together, and the multitude of things that we can so easily accomplish, the so many Miracles you empower us to co-create with You!
I don’t know how we change our beliefs except by changing our thoughts. If we are listening to music on one radio station and we don’t like it, we change the station to find one that has music we like.
It sure feels like we are victims of our thoughts, but they are our thoughts. We make the thoughts and then we listen to them, like a jingle on the radio that we know better than to spend our time listening to.
And still, on and on, even Knowing the Love you give me, the total and complete power over my own Life an environment You so generously have given us, I “make myself” believe more the “incapability” instead of the Miracle Creations I CAN ACCOMPLISH, just by knowing (or at the minimum, believing) that with You, anything is possible.
And then, when I do believe, so often I get some sort of “obstacle”, or dis-belief thrown on my way, and once I again, I see my “past failures” coming to the front; but why to they reappear when I have let go of them, I have given up their “ownership” to You.
Quote:
a slight interruption, but so much in line with this, that I cannot leave it aside.
While “discussing” the above, an email came in with the following;
Quote:
The Truth is always true,
and so the Truth is true now.
Do not fret that it cannot be true for you,
or that it cannot be true at all.
This fretting changes nothing
and it only hides the Truth from you.
The Truth is always true,
and you are a part of that Truth.
Nothing can change the essence
of what you are.
Trust and follow your Self
without fear,
and that which Is beyond fear
shall be known by you.
~Our Guiding Voice
Yeah, God, I hear you once again 
and once again you remind me that Life and all things are so much more full of EASE and SIMPLENESS, but by letting so much dis-belief take control of my thought, I create my own obstacles.
That is a beautiful poem.
Serge, do we really create our own obstacles. I am not so sure about that. Maybe we invite them. Precipitate them, perpetuate them. Does that we mean we create them? Maybe we select them like a song on a juke box. I don’t know.
Does anyone remember a comic strip called the Katzenjammer Kids, or Twins? Whatever went on in the comic strip, the ending was one of the kids saying to the other: “You brung it on yourself.”
And again, my eternal question of “but why do I do it if I KNOW this Truth”???
Quote:
[/i]From HL1898;
What do you think you are? If you think you are destined to be a miserable creature, you increase the odds.
The thing is, you will believe in something. Don’t think you have no choice about what you believe in. When you go to the race course, you have your pick of horses to bet on. In terms of your life, what do you bet on? Place your bets now.
Bet on good health. Bet on a long happy life. Bet on glad tidings. Bet on all that which you desire. What have you been betting on? What is the point of putting your money on doom unless you want it to win? [/i]
What do I think I am?
Does it really boils down to that simple Question?
{Yes and Always, Serge}
Yes, believing in our (or others) belief is our own choice, but God,why don’t then I pick more often the RIGHT ONE, the one I REEALLY AND TRULY WANT?
{Because you don’t believe yourself capable, or you don’t allow yourself to have, to be, to do these kindness I so desire to give you. YOU are keeping yourself away from Me by these searches and incessant scratching of the surfaces instead of digging in my Love and simply forgoing of so many of your erroneous thinking and beliefs. You do it to yourself out of a misplaced sense of duty to your past and beliefs from others that you can’t create miracle when in fact YOU ARE A MIRACLE WORKER if you simply let My power flow through and WITH YOU. Together we ARE making so many miracles, it is unbelievable to your “mind”, because even the “wrong” so much perceived around you is created by you/us.
Serge, you know all this, and still you balk at taking the necessary steps to advance, just because you are afraid and scared of what may happen, of the Happiness and Joy you will have enhanced in your life, but you are believing that it is not your due.
It is, my son, it is the grandest Heritage you have ever received and can ever receive! This heritage is FULL of MIRACLE you can accomplish, and so much abundance can be created for you and yours if you SIMPLY LET ME WORK WITH YOU!!. I can even hear you already going “ok but how”, when this “how” is totally irrelevant, because it is MIRACLES we are talking about, not creating at the “man-ly” level.
Let your imagination create, and let me and you “Miraculise” what your desire}
Serge, I love your Godtalk, Godwriting, Godlistening. And, oh, you invented the world Miraculize. Yes, we need to make miracles a verb!
Quote:
From HL 1898:
You persuade or dissuade yourself from your dreams. Grab hold of them instead. Catch your dreams as you would a lever, and pull.
{See, again I am telling you }
Quote:
From HL 1898:
Set your sites high. Expand your vision. Open up the field of all possibilities. Run with your desires. Play them out. Odds are you will not climb a mountain unless you choose to. Odds are, when you choose to, you will climb it. Odds are, if you think you can’t, you won’t start. If you think something is too hard for you, you cut yourself off from it. You dismiss yourself. You deny yourself the chance. You won’t even enter the race. Better to put the odds in your favor.
Thank you God… I don’t know what to say or think {DON’T THINK 
Imagine and WE WILL CREATE the Life as you want it. It is SIMPLE!}
Serge, I thank you for this most beautiful lesson you have given us a here. I think the lesson you have given is in how to be what we want to be even before we think we are! Or something like that. In writing down my thoughts that bounce off yours, I feel that I have broken through some boundary.
God bless you, dear Serge.
Blessings, Love, Hugs and Namaste to all!
Serge Ayotte
Happiness in only one decision away; just BE!
Il ne suffit que d’une décision pour être Joyeux et Heureux; il suffit de l’ETRE!
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