Your desire for greater awareness of closeness to Me puts you in fast drive. Immediately with your desire to become closer to Me, a tinge of separation departs. Your desire for closeness instantly creates less sense of separateness. With your desire, you have already come closer to Me in your awareness. It all happens in your awareness. There is nothing left to happen except for your growing awareness. That is the field of activity you are engaged in. You are a tiller of awareness.
Your desire for more of Me is your desire for Oneness, the Oneness that you feel has been kept from you or you have been kept from it. You desire that your will and Mine be One. You want that excruciating meltingness of Oneness that you are meant to want and to have full awareness of.
Are you aware that the greater your desire for Me, the greater is your desire to serve? And what do you think serving Me is but knowing My Will?
"Will" is an interesting word with many meanings and many ways for it to be said. Will is not this effortful thing you have thought. But it all comes down to Our Oneness that you crave, Oneness of Oneness.
Meanwhile, as you try to sort out what My Will for you is, you engage in greater kindness to every soul on earth, including your own.
You make more room for others in your heart. You let them be as they are, and you offer an addition to their life, this something wonderful from you, for acceptance from you is indeed a wonderful thing. It is a wonderful thing to bless another with your acceptance.
You will no longer scoff at another's misdemeanors. You will no longer look down at another Human being. Instead of seeing depravity, you will sense deprivation, and you will place a blessing in its place. You will steer the world with your thoughts. You will create a sense of possibility. You will inspire. That is how you will lead one Human being, and that is how you will lead the world.
You will be more honest than ever before. You will chase dreams over anything else. For what are your dreams but Truth dangling before you?
You will not surrender to the normal trafficking of life. You will be incapable of carrying through with anything that is not for the well-being of all. You will know you are capable of carrying through on anything that is for well-being, including your own.
By your desire for greater sense of closeness, you have set your compass. And now you follow it. You have made your choice. Your choice is greater closeness with Me. You cannot settle for less. And you cannot miss this greater closeness. I would never want you to be denied it. It is My Will that you have it.
But until you melt into unforgettable Oneness with Me, melt into Oneness with all upon earth. Know that all those you gaze upon are yourself. The stars are yourself. The blossoming trees. All of beauty is contained within you. You are merged with all of it.
To date you have been a wanderer on earth. Now you will locate your home here on earth because you will have softened the world for every one else, those in proximity to you and those in supposed distance from you. You are following My Will, and soon you will follow it more closely.