You have feared that relying on Me is taking a free-fall. You think your feet rest on solid earth and that a leap to Me is a leap over a wide chasm, and that you might not make it. You fear that you are putting yourself in some kind of danger. You are afraid to leave where you are, and you do not quite trust Me to catch you. You look for all the symptoms of abandonment and disappointment. You find it hard to take a chance on Me.
Whom did you think has been holding you up all this time?
It is no leap to take to Me at all. You just thought you were some place else than where you are. You thought Heaven was a far away Kingdom. You did not know who you are and what you mean to Me.
Do not be frightened. Earth is not solid. You are not on solid ground. The world is not dependable. I am solid. I am not a figment of the world's imagination. You are not wandering to find Me, nor are you jumping off a cliff.
What is there to change but your perception of what already is?
You could be on the moon for all you know.
You think there is somewhere, and you think there is time, and you think that you are for something later, much later, if you are for anything at all.
You are My choice, and I have chosen you right now. My desire for you is immediate. I am not fragmented like your thoughts. I know exactly what is important to Me. I know your importance even if you don't. What do you think you risk by accepting My estimation of you?
Of course, I do not estimate nor evaluate. That is something you do. I love, and I love you with all My heart. I loved you from the first moment I thought of you. It is from My heart that you burst. My thought was the seed of you.
You think you are an egg restricted in a shell and that you will break out later, by and by, but you are restricted by nothing but your thoughts. You hem yourself in with the stitches of your thought. You have sewn yourself in tight.
Now it is time to cut the imaginary threads that keep you down. What on earth can keep you back from your seat in Heaven but errant thinking?
You are the elephant who still thinks he is tied to a post. When you think you are tied, you are tied, even when you are free.
I tell you that you are unlimited freedom. Acknowledge at least the possibility of this.
You can open the door of your life a crack right now. See that beam of light that enters your vision when you open the door even a little. If you can open the door a little, you can open it wide. If you can put your foot outside the door, you can walk through it and beyond right to the center of your heart.
Previously you have followed your feet rather than your heart. You have stepped where your feet have already been. Now you will dare to blaze new trails. You will create a greater horizon. You are so close. You can't miss it.
Here I am, and here you are with Me. Wake up. Arise to the heights of yourself. I call you to yourself. Notice who and where you are, and notice Me right before you. I enter your vision now. Do you see Me? Do you know where I am? Do you know where you are? Do you have even a hint of the Oneness of Our love?
I will never let you down. It's just you don't always know what is up and what is down.