Dear paula
Thank you for your warm answers! I can't agree about the last sentence and i am sure that you can see the same miracles in your life!

I propably didn't notice the man with the dogs when i saw him the first time and time helped me to notice somethings. Time showed me real value of the think i saw, and it isn't man with two dogs. I see this man i somehow know, and his dogs which are a bit mine, cause i know their habits.

The only think Polish people get for free is country full of contrasts - i have seen plenty of miracles, and the same story goes for sad, tragical situations..., poor people living 2 km from money making tourists centers, alcoholics living next to churches, old date people next to rushing, working for money kids,dreaming about money people. For lots of typical polish citizens, Poland is grey, they assure themselves and show how they think, what they feel freely. They think that they don't have to hide a think, because it is grey. Truly Illogical place i was born.

And i just try to find love - and when i do so - it's a miracle :)

With much of love,laugh and calm.
Breath, that is magic to.

Take care.
Matt

Gloria, i thought about the world as it is know. I had a problem months ago, because I wanted to save the world, change it, show people how beautiful it can be, erase every evil action, show the good path and I have focused on this problem. It was problem of most important matter. There weren't any other things coming into my mind. Luckily my friend have helped me a bit giving couple of questions. When I have found my own answers I understand what really means "free will", and I have started to change myself. That's the best way I can influence on other people. I of course do as much as I can, but I am saving only the city and enviroment i currently live.

From many of my ideas I remember one quite good, it was more of a wish... I looked at the street and thought " I wish there were only 10% of the people on world, rest should disappear... ". The next think i saw was only a couple people walking instead of the crowdy rushing tens of people, the took care helped in this hard time, smiled. Baker was very important and everybody talked to him while buying bread. Some of this people rushed at the begining to plunder empty houses, and tried to gather money/goods/tv/cars. But noone wanted them cause there was to many of them. And after a week they started to change their own perception. Truly illogical idea... And just like you said, illogical just like entire world.

:)Maybe because lots of people don't belive in magic :)

( magic is that i live, love, feel somethings................ )

Dear Paula!
I didn't mean exactly what i have wrote..... I wanted to write about "this kind of observation" typical for Poles, not the miracles.

The best example that Italians poses the same kind of observation.
:) Best example is the story about butterfly. He was just in the middle of road, when one person helped him. He flew to a place we will never know where he found his friend, and he briefly told story about good human - even helping butterflies. They flew for a long time and found the window. You propably remember this two butterflies you saw. :)

It is your's story I read somewhere in "angelplace".

Thanks to you it truly is :)

With much of love, smile, happiness and calm. Take care!!

matt