my biggest problem along the way.
I don't know if I am right.
For a long time, a long, long time; I concentrated on being positive. All the books, all the literature, everything said I had to be positive. If I believed, if I had Faith, if I kept the goal constantly in mind, everything would come out just Jim Dandy. Well I did. I worked very, very hard at being positive. I did everything right. I went by every book under the sun that promised me some great spiritual reward.
You what? I don't know for sure, but I don't think it worked.
I don't think that positive thnking stuff works.
I think this is working now.
I think so.