A New Beginning
It is a new day, the first day of the new year that I am sending this love letter to you. My time is perfect, and it is the perfect time for you to receive this message, a perfect day of not only the year, but of your life.
There is no right or wrong day to start a new year, a new life. Time is a human made construct. It does not exist, nor is measured in my realm. There is no past, for the breath you took this instant is already past. There is no future, because the breath you take tomorrow will be the past of the day after. There is no right time, or wrong time. There is only perfect time.
It is my intention, my will, that this day, this moment would change your life, and, whether you like it or not, whether you accept it or not, your life, just by reading this letter has already changed. Whether you accept it or not, resent it or not, reject it or not, once you have read this letter, you will never be able to forget, and my words will ring back to you when you least expect it, in times to come, in a split second, or in a lifetime, but you will hear these words again, again, and again, as long as it takes, as many times as it takes, until you accept, believe, and KNOW that everything contained in this letter comes from me, of me, through me, and is intended in the best interest, for your good, and everyone else’s good concerned.
I understand you, and I know you more than you know. I created you. I had been with you since before the beginning of the very first day of your life, and I will be with you after the last breath you take. This is a fact. I exist. I am God. I am the God.
I love you. I am around you, I am inside of you, I surround you, you are a part of me, and I am part of you. I am the drop of water that is the ocean, I am the speckle of sand that is the desert. I am the air to the birds and the water to the fish. I am God. I exist.
I exist, whether you believe me or not, whether you know me or not, whether you sense me or not, whether you deny me or not. I am God. I am here. I am here for you. I love you, I always loved you, I’ll never stop loving you. I believe in you, I know you, I feel all your joy and pain, I would not deny you, I will never forsake you and it is my intention to support, love, protect and guide you, all of you, through each other, through me.
I know no competition. I acknowledge no winners, nor losers of earthly games. My will and intention has no limits, I can not be influenced, I can not be seduced, won over, tricked, manipulated, I can not be altered, I can not be made go away. I am. Therefore, you exist.
I know, it is hard, but you MUST put away your presumptions, judgment, fears, wishes, desires. Submit, have faith, open your eyes, open your ear, open your heart and mind, see, hear, feel, understand, KNOW what I am to tell you. Let go. Let go, relax, open your heart, and ears, hear me. Submit to no man, submit to no woman, submit to no one, submit to no God, but me. Submit, and you will find the power in submission, you will find the sense of control in giving up control, you will loose the need to try to control what is not yours to control, you will understand, and KNOW that only through me, with me will you ever find love, comfort and peace.
I wish to use this experience, not to hurt you, not to take anything or anybody away from you, not to punish you, not to destroy you, but to heal you, give you the world, to give you love, peace, and faith, to give you what is your birthright: Everlasting, true, pure, compassionate, passionate, limitless, unconditional, ethereal and earthly love.
I am God. I am Love. I love you. Understand this, and the doors of heaven will open for you. Hear this, and you will be released from the hell you have created for yourself. Know this, and you’ll be healed.
I am God. MY will is the only will, my way is the only way. Understand this, and you will never doubt yourself. Everything that happens, every thought, every action, done to you as you do to others, is with a reason, has a reason, and it is the perfect reason for the perfect time.
Know this: Love can not be lost, for it can not be possessed. Love can not be found, for it was never lost. Love can not be killed, love can not be destroyed, love does not wither away. Love might change, love might evolve, you might forget love, but love never forgets you.
Know this: you can not love truly, fully, you can not fill your desires, you can not fill your needs, you can not find yourself, until you find, heal, and love yourself.
This is something, that you need to do, and no one can do for you. I will not force you, I will not make you, and, although I could miraculously heal you, as long as love, peace and healing comes from outside, from others, from things, people, men and women, even God, it will not be yours. When people, men, women go away and take the light with them, you will be left in the dark. When you turn your back to my light, you will be lost in the dark.
I wish to help you to light the fire inside you, to support you to guide you. Only when you lit the fire yourself, when you found and lit the candle yourself, can you and will you truly believe and know, that you are capable, worthy, deserving of this Light, of healing, of Love. Then, the whole world might turn their back to you, men, women, friends leaving, you might loose everything and everybody in your life, but wherever you will be, in the darkest cave, in the loneliest desert, in the coldest place, you will be warmed by your own light, you will see by your own light, you will be loved, you will be whole, you will be healed, and you will know, understand, and BELIEVE in Love, in Me.
You need to do this alone. You need to do this on your own, and for this reason, you need to isolate yourself, banish all distractions, all quick fixes, all crutches, all substitutions, fake emotions, you must quiet the voice of evil in you, you must sit still, quiet your mind and then, you’ll hear me whispering in your ear the loveliest love poems to romance your soul, you will hear the most powerful cheers to give you strength, you will hear the wisest advise, you will hear the most comforting lullaby. Open your eyes, focus, and you will see the beauty and love in all of my creations. Open your heart, and you’ll feel the most powerful love you have ever felt. This love, my love for you, will never leave you, nor forsake you.
I will love you as I love myself, for I am Love Itself. I will cherish you, in sickness, in health, for poorer and richer, now, tomorrow, forever, until even death will not do us part, but instead, bring you home.
I love you. Ask for me by name, I will be there. Think of me, I will be there. Call me, I will be there. Seek me, and you have already found me.
Be still, and Know, I am GOD. I am THE GOD. There is no other God besides me. Love no other GOD, for I AM ALL the GODS. Love each other, love all that I AM, for I am all that you are and you are all that I am. I AM LOVE. I AM GOD. I AM. Therefore, you are Loved.